I drive on a highway...

I drive on a highway...

I can keep on having a smooth ride ... 

But i wish to go through a tunnel...

A tunnel, am not sure of whether it has an opening on the other end ...

or rather I must say whether I am gonna find one...

But I still enter it in hope of finding one ...

Its dark out there and i can see nothing...

Though, Here and there,sometimes, I can see glimpses of striking light...

I run towards them, in hope of them being my torch-bearers...

But they are a momentary gasps of relief...

I feel If i would find the end within time...

Or would i succumb to the turbulence and turmoil...

A journey which i intended as a volition...

What if it becomes a consternation...

With every hope-ending I assure myself of a positive beginning...

I sometimes think whether am running away from facts which are happening...

I feel an urge to stop travel further and end it abruptly in the midddle...

Frustated, tired, exhausted ... but then i start it again...

In hope of finding the end I inhibit my negative emotions...

If i find the end ...will I be happy? 

Or would it be just a beginning of another tunnel ???